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           “Who’s gonna worry about you if you’re too WOUNDED UP to even clean yourself up?” Hard hitting questions ; Sasha knew what it was like…to tend to yourself and live in isolation. To refuse assistance and to shun everyone near your vicinity just to do the job yourself. Relying on people meant exposing yourself to FEELINGS and DISAPPOINTMENT – at least, that’s how it all went down for Sasha. It’s no wonder friends were few and far in between. Letting her hand slide off of his shoulder, she let it rest at her side, her miniature stature much smaller than his opposing taller one. He was a goddamn TITAN compared to her. “Quit being so stubborn, alright? You’re not at a doctor’s office. I can’t do much of anything except clean up and all. All my hands are good for is throwin’ hands and breaking necks.

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         ALMOST AS SOON AS THE HEAT RISES      it’s gone and Sami is left with this feeling that he was being too defiant for his own good. Sami wouldn’t survive losing someone else from being too stubborn, it would completely tear him to shreds.   ( What was harder?  Lying to a friend so they wouldn’t have to worry?  Or just avoiding them altogether? Which one was more effective?  )   Sami didn’t have all the answers, all he knew was that his shoulders were heavy and his mouth tasted like iron.      “If you can’t do anything about it, you shouldn’t check on it or worry, hm? It’s just a cut, Sasha. I’m A-ok.”

(Source: inzaynityy)